not-so-lucky days...

if you're really not lucky and all..tsk tsk.. :(
on the past few days, i wasn't that lucky. i got all the bad luck in the world and I HATE IT SOOO MUCH! i really don't want to enumerate them..coz i forgot some of them.
as i said, 3rd quarter finals are fast approaching and i need to get all me requirements done by tuesday (which is...TOMORROW!?) so i'm really stressed right now. don't mention all the stuff that i need to worry about (those non-academic, more emotional-related stuff...). ARRGGHH! complete madness!
remember my love (let's call him..."MR. GAMER"!)? well, i can't find any chances with him and i'm not going to look further more. he will still be in my heart but i won't do anything stupid to get noticed by him. i'm happy being his friend and i better stick to it.
another thing...
i just found out a depressing news. my ex-boyfriend has a new girl.
well, with his some past girlfriends after me, i didn't bother at all. but i dunno why, i get all fussed up when i found out that he was seeing this girl. i am not jealous. i don't like my ex-bf that much. but i dunno why i get all these fusses now that i've found out they're an item. is it maybe because i'm just fucked up because he already had some girls after me but i haven't even had a single new one after him? maybe..i think so too...
one more thing...
i'm worried about my barkada (its a Filipino word for a group of really close friends). we're having a problem with cholo. we think he's avoiding us and he's weird around us. he won't hang-out with us anymore. we don't even have a clue why he's acting so weird. we really want to have the old cholo back. only...HOW?


true-blue traveler



